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VEGETABLE RAGE :D

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A thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand; but it shall not come near you. 91:7 Psalm

A thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand; but it shall not come near you. 91:7 Psalm

Sad face into HAPPY!

Sad face into HAPPY!

Disappointment.  Resentment.  Expectations.  What?  Expectations.  They tell us not to have them.  Really?  When someone tells me they are going to do something, I "expect" them to follow through, right?  Is that unreasonable?  Probably not.  It's what I do when or if they don't that is the issue.  This morning.  The man friend and I were going to have a quiet night together.  No work tomorrow so it meant I could relax and truly enjoy the night.  Well I pack this morning and leave for work.  I call on my way and he informs me that he has to take a raincheck.  Really?  Is that how you refer to "change of plans"?  What I learned in the time that followed is a) I react quicker than I can think.  b) anger oozes quickly.  I had time to breath and think.  I contacted him and apologized for the way I responded (no need to post that).  I realized the truth was I was disappointed.  So, that being said I did take a deep breath and walked into work ok.  When a disappointment or rejection or (fill in the blank) leads to a resentment .......... then I have  a problem.  I can shut down really quick.  Protection mode.  How silly.  Protection from him?  No . it's not that simple.  Protection for me from me so that I'm not hounded by feelings of "see, your not good enought", or "I told you he would do this to you".  I could go on and on. 
It's ok.  I made the "amends" to him.  I am going to have a good day.  Even though I found a $120.00 mistake in my checkbook.  Talk about ouch.  Now I hope I don't panic till payday.
Economic insecurity.  I still have it.  I manage my $$ pretty well these days which is huge compared to where I was even a year ago.  I got sick of worrying right after payday.  I mean I pay my bills and live on what I have left.  Sounds easy and it is most weeks.  But a mistake that big is gonna cost me some peace. 
On another note my 6 year old car is finally paid off.  JOY!! JOY!! JOY!!.  I am so thrilled I want to do the happy dance.  I will be able to pay off a few more things even quicker with that extra money.  That makes me happy.  I should be debt free by December or there about.  With the exception of household expenses. 
Wow. 

I made another change to my renewal of my lease.  I have to make up my mind by the end of this month.  I want to renew so I can a) pay off the rest of those lingering bills and b) save enough to pay necessary costs associated w/ moving.  I should know I have moved 4 times in 7 years.  My desire was to buy a house soon.  Well that may not happen soon but staying in an apartment can.  I may renew for 7 months (they allow that without the additonal month to month expense).  That way I can look a little while saving the necessary amount to do what I need too.  THAT excites me.

How will you "spend" your day?  Filled with worry or remorse?  Making bad decisions?  I have lived that way and I will tell you this; the joy I get today as I am responsible for ME makes me happy. 

Sober living, thinking, acting.  I love it!   The sad face has turned happy!

Hey Girl, I'm sad 
I heard that you were leaving 
You can't go, you're my best friend 
I'm sure gonna miss you 
I always think about you 
All the time you're on my mind 
We played together you and I 
I can't believe that its true 
Now I have to see you leave 
You're the only one for me 
My MOTHER , my best friend 
I don't wanna see you go 
I just wanna let you know that 
I LOVE YOU.

Sometimes people come into your life & you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are & or who you want to become You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.and sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heartEverything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without this small test, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.The people that you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you will become Even the bad experiences are learned from. In fact, they are the most poignant ones.If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things.Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen... Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right too.Tell yourself that you are a great individual & believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life & then go out & live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. Most importantly, if you love someone tell him or her, for you NEVER know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live. Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.... Was it worth it?

THIS IS VERY COOL! :P

should I give up? or should I just keep chasing pavements. bla bla bla.

GOOD EVENING :D

Don’t be the girl who needs a man. Be the girl a man needs.

“because strong walls shake but never collapse ” I know what it’s like to feel like maybe things will work out bit you get knocked down again. And it’s hard . In fact that’s how I feel right now. But we have to be strong together. I guess :/

Real woman are classy, strong, independent, loyal and lovable.

And one thing about them is they know they deserve better.

I miss my childhood days, watching my favorite cartoon :D

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"Pabili nga pong Piattos." Dafuq, binigay sakin gatas!

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EYEBAGS. good night! :d

namiss ko agad mama ko :(

Mom why did you leave me? I miss u so much while i lay at home alone, and feelings that remind me of my mom, i break down, i guess it finally sank in that my mom had died and i started to have a depressed feeling. My life sucks now, The world has become cruel and selfish to me, i wanted my mom not my stepmom. I really miss u so much mom when sometimes no one in the house would be talking to me, you would always come and cheer me up but now, you are not here :( I miss you so much mom

i have no interest in life, i miss u so bad . I need u mom , I love u so much T.T

KOLEHIYO

sa unang adlawa ako gakabalaka

ky niini ako mag.kolehiyo na.

walaon ang mga hinayskul nga batasan

ky kini para sa kaayuhan natong tanan.

bag.ong mga tao, bag.ong mga amigo

sa bag.ong tunghaan ako mangita ninyo,

buhaton ang tanan ug ako magbinuotan

para kamo mudaghan ug dili makulangan.

sa akong pag.skwela niining tunghaana

daghan na akug na.ila ug syempre mga nahigugma,

apan, sa wala ko man kini damha

wala ko pa nakita ang tarong nga ihigugma.

pero wala ku nana gi.huna huna

ky ang akong tinuod nga tumong ug tinguha,

ky ang mahuman sa akong pagtuon

para sa mas maayo nga mga rason.

daghan ako ug plano sa akong kinabuhi

mga pangandoy nga gusto ko madangat,

pero pinaka.importante jud ang kaayuhan

sa akong pamilya nga para sa ako sila ang akong kalibutan.

sa karon sa akong pag.skwela

ako magdumili ug binuang na,

paningkamutan nga makab.ot ang tanan

para sa kaayuhan, para sa tanan.

NOSEBLEED -.-

:P

BEING INSECURE? (yeah. there's a people who have this even those people who really CONFIDENT, maybe they say they are CONFIDENT but the truth is not (pampalakas loob ba? hahaha!) even me I have insecurity and i mean it. Lahat naman ng tao there's an insecurity. LIKE YOU? but you didn't want to tell the truth just be true your self and especially be honest. hahaha!  masyado ka lng siguro kampante na good boy ang bf mo?? isn't? you know no body's perfect maybe someday you'll experience. what I've been experience. NOT NOW but you don't know WHERE and WHEN?? just be careful wag masyado BOASTFUL. so pathetic. maybe tinamaan ka ata so you comment like that way? you know WHO YOU ARE and stop being childish dahan2 ka sa kayabangan mo baka matamaan ka ng KIDLAT! HAHAHA :D wag naman sana be humble naman wag masyado mahangin nakakairita kasi sa ibang TAO. maybe I'm insecure and that's have a reason isn't BIG DEAL for you GIRL? and nag fe-feelingera ka nanaman. why I should copy every stuff that you made? sino kaba??  so pathetic talaga. kung may gagayahin man ako siguro artista na hindi fake at feeling nag aartistahan?? kawawa naman. gusto mo ba mAging artista? I think you need to audition sa abs-cbn harharhar. hmmm anyway I'm having fun if you want like this, asaran ba?? well ako kasi hindi naasar. I just want to comment bout your "B" lang naman and just to clarify also. oh girl wag kang MAPIPIKON just take it easy maybe you don't know who's I'm talking too. :')

INSECURITY is the reason why back-fighters, story-makers, & plastics were born. They live like a winner, but end up as a LOSER. Boom! :P

hahaha! the black guy between the 2 girls getting ready to lick the middle girl's ass, toss my salad babe! :D

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Radio Rebel -New Disney Channel

I found it very enjoyable. Debby was wonderful in it, adding just the right amount of comedy and heart for a DCOM. The only part that I really could have done without, were her two guy BFF’s. They seemed like they were put there for comic relief, but it wasn’t needed. It came off as like they were trying way too hard. Other than that though, it was great.

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it

seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that

you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things:

a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that

regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're

gone from your life. I've learned that making a living is not the same thing as

making a life. I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. 

I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both

hands; you need to be able to throw some things back. I've learned that whenever

I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've

learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that

every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or

just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn. 

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you

did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

#GOOD EVENING! :D

1 Corinthians 13:1-13

The verse of my Life. :)

LDGP♥

I'm the girl that you kinda know but not really. There are so many things people don't know about me. Intimately know me and you will know my real world :)