namiss ko agad mama ko :(

Mom why did you leave me? I miss u so much while i lay at home alone, and feelings that remind me of my mom, i break down, i guess it finally sank in that my mom had died and i started to have a depressed feeling. My life sucks now, The world has become cruel and selfish to me, i wanted my mom not my stepmom. I really miss u so much mom when sometimes no one in the house would be talking to me, you would always come and cheer me up but now, you are not here :( I miss you so much mom

i have no interest in life, i miss u so bad . I need u mom , I love u so much T.T